One subject I am asked about on Sosai's philosophy is about not quitting.
Those that are succeeding and are thrilled and joyful in the unfolding will often tell you, "I've dreamed this since I was little. I imagined it, I pretended it, I used to practice with the hairbrush pretending it was a microphone." Purity is the alignment of energy. Doesn't matter what anybody else thinks about anything. It only matters what you think about it. ^^
Just need to train your mind to focus, focus, focus!
May 5, 2011
May 4, 2011
Friend.
I have great admiration for one of my BFF who currently is in the States... she is one of those people who possess traits I find so admirable...
She seems to do everything well and I asked her what motivates her...
She said she does not have motivation but she just does it- and when she does she puts all her effort in it.
I thanked her for putting up with me for close to 20 some years, having the patience.... and sticking around...
And she said it is easy when you love someone and think dearly of them ^^.
I am blessed to have a friend like her...
うれしい〜〜！
This is random photo I took today of the Tokyo Tower... the very pointed part of the antenna slightly got crooked after the 3/11 earthquake... dunno if you can see it though...
She seems to do everything well and I asked her what motivates her...
She said she does not have motivation but she just does it- and when she does she puts all her effort in it.
I thanked her for putting up with me for close to 20 some years, having the patience.... and sticking around...
And she said it is easy when you love someone and think dearly of them ^^.
I am blessed to have a friend like her...
うれしい〜〜！
This is random photo I took today of the Tokyo Tower... the very pointed part of the antenna slightly got crooked after the 3/11 earthquake... dunno if you can see it though...
May 1, 2011
Tournament...
I went to watch another groups tournament today. It was nice to see people who knew me since I was a toddler... (^^)
Apr 26, 2011
17th Memorial.
Today is our Sosai's 17th year since his passing. We held a traditional Shinto ceremony at Honbu on Sunday, April 24th.
It was raining quite a lot the evening before and probably due to the 3/11 disaster, many understandably did not respond to the invitation. So ordering food was easy and since this ceremony also included praying for all the victims from the EarthQ/ Tsunami, we made little gifts for the guests. (^^)
Anyway just 5 minutes before, people started to tickle in and continue to come 5 minutes after the ceremony! (No, it is not good to come in later for a formal ceremony I was really happy some were running into Honbu!)
It was great energy because more than for me, a lot of these people have not seen each other for one reason or another.... and each had their own version of saying the missed each other and reminisced the old days.
It was raining quite a lot the evening before and probably due to the 3/11 disaster, many understandably did not respond to the invitation. So ordering food was easy and since this ceremony also included praying for all the victims from the EarthQ/ Tsunami, we made little gifts for the guests. (^^)
Anyway just 5 minutes before, people started to tickle in and continue to come 5 minutes after the ceremony! (No, it is not good to come in later for a formal ceremony I was really happy some were running into Honbu!)
It was great energy because more than for me, a lot of these people have not seen each other for one reason or another.... and each had their own version of saying the missed each other and reminisced the old days.
I missed a lot of opportunity to take great pic's b/c I was running about.... ;@; but some picture's are uploaded on mas-oyama.com so please take a look.
Scrubbing the grave..... ^^ so many incense was burned over the past few days the incense plate was black and tarred!
Cats napping in the sun.... at the temple...
Apr 19, 2011
Rmt.
I got a call from one of my father's former branch chief who now, also carries the title of kancho, for a quick meeting.
By tradition because of his age ( I am his junior by far), I offered to go to his dojo and have coffee instead of him traveling to Honbu.
I listened to him for about 1 hour, he was not really getting to any point so finally I asked him what his problem was.
He said he was signing for bankruptcy and could not pay for royalty dues to Honbu. Mind you, he never paid anything to begin with, even though his "new" karate (after being expelled from his former org.) included to word "Kyokushin". Naturally this move made himself a target from lawyers but his thinking has always been very self- centered and "old school"so he never really listened to any advice we gave him.
His personal life style did not help either. So I asked his accountant to show me their book so I can detect what was going on. I am no accountant by any means but just from looking at the numbers, it was staggering how unmanaged everything was. They had about 7000 members and charged fee per member etc and always received substantial "donations" from all over the world. But unscrupulous management of the finances led to hell for this group.
It is so sad to see this. Because it is obvious people pay to learn Kyokushin from this person- who changed the basic and tournament rule anyways but insists on calling it Kyokushin b/c it attracts members. And yet, he could not humble himself of his kancho position.
He broke away from his former group and caused much upset with legalities, using tremendous amount of money on lawyers that in the end, turned on him. His original concept was to "be the Sosai after Sosai" claiming this with no back up from both legal and moral standings. And now, he wanted help but was still arrogant and quite uninformed. And worst of all, he could not let go of his sense of entitlement.
I looked around and his secretaries knew he was going off the wrong way. Sadly, they could not give their piece of mind since in the karate world, they are not allowed to.
I left the office, smelling like cigarette. But sadder and annoying than this was the after taste of the meeting.
I felt deeply the lesson to be learned here. I don't know how to quite articulate it yet but it left an impression in my mind of some lesson to be said to everyone how Sosai's karate is handled today. And how it really should be handled.
By tradition because of his age ( I am his junior by far), I offered to go to his dojo and have coffee instead of him traveling to Honbu.
I listened to him for about 1 hour, he was not really getting to any point so finally I asked him what his problem was.
He said he was signing for bankruptcy and could not pay for royalty dues to Honbu. Mind you, he never paid anything to begin with, even though his "new" karate (after being expelled from his former org.) included to word "Kyokushin". Naturally this move made himself a target from lawyers but his thinking has always been very self- centered and "old school"so he never really listened to any advice we gave him.
His personal life style did not help either. So I asked his accountant to show me their book so I can detect what was going on. I am no accountant by any means but just from looking at the numbers, it was staggering how unmanaged everything was. They had about 7000 members and charged fee per member etc and always received substantial "donations" from all over the world. But unscrupulous management of the finances led to hell for this group.
It is so sad to see this. Because it is obvious people pay to learn Kyokushin from this person- who changed the basic and tournament rule anyways but insists on calling it Kyokushin b/c it attracts members. And yet, he could not humble himself of his kancho position.
He broke away from his former group and caused much upset with legalities, using tremendous amount of money on lawyers that in the end, turned on him. His original concept was to "be the Sosai after Sosai" claiming this with no back up from both legal and moral standings. And now, he wanted help but was still arrogant and quite uninformed. And worst of all, he could not let go of his sense of entitlement.
I looked around and his secretaries knew he was going off the wrong way. Sadly, they could not give their piece of mind since in the karate world, they are not allowed to.
I left the office, smelling like cigarette. But sadder and annoying than this was the after taste of the meeting.
I felt deeply the lesson to be learned here. I don't know how to quite articulate it yet but it left an impression in my mind of some lesson to be said to everyone how Sosai's karate is handled today. And how it really should be handled.
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